memes-to-show-my-therapist:

cutespoonie:

the two bad fatigue moods:

  • gets super emotional, cries over the smallest things, empathetic™, can’t handle anything, irritable, overstimulated™, anxious
  • can’t feel anything, barely able to think, apathic™, can’t relate to anything, emptiness™, can’t cry, slow™, dissociating

Literally my only two moods

(via memes-to-show-my-therapist)

There’s no place at work that I can be alone for 5minutes and get a break or some space. The break room is small and overrun by the custodians. So my car is where I get my alone time during the day.

I get home, I feel like I’m confined to my bedroom. Not worth dealing with allergy symptoms all night just for wanting to watch tv in the living room. Dog hair everywhere so yeah my couch is being tossed when I move out. I feel like there’s a rush to using the shower first in the morning or getting to use the kitchen in the evening. Staying on my fasting schedule gets harder and harder. I feel like the only safe place is my room, which doesn’t help with depression.

Now I’m not allowed to smoke at my apartment building anymore… I feel like everything I have keeps getting taken from me. I literally don’t ask for much.

So I’m trapped at work in the classroom doing all of the work and I’m exhausted. Then I feel trapped at home in my room because I don’t have much of a choice. My only options are to walk the dog or go sit in my car.

Not much of a life worth living sometimes

depression fuck


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